Kasut

Shoes.

Different men wear different shoes.

How do you know others' feelings of wearing that(referring to one particular) shoes if you dont have their feet? if you dont wear the same shoes?

Most people, kebanyakan orang anggap hidup aku ceria. Is it? Ke macam mana? Or is it just me think that im sort of a cheerful person in other people' eyes? ke TAK?

HAHAHAHA...

I dont know what are your perceptions towards me people, but please, whatever you see, whatever you read about me, dont simply judge me by my appearance, my look or based on other people's sayings.

Kita, manusia yang berakal, sangat sangat sangat perlu fikir dengan betul, fikir dengan bijak. Lets take a situation for you to see its better.

For example, if Paul told you that im a thief, dont put 100% belief in that. Trust him only 50% and let the defendant (me) to tell my story.

You don't buy shoes by (ONLY) listening to others' opinions, but you should consider going to the shop, see and wear the shoes by yourself!

Got me? No?

Walaupun aku salah, dan kau dengar daripada mulut orang lain bahawa aku buat salah, ceritera yang disampaikan oleh tukang cerita tersebut tak selalunya betul, tak semuanya benar. mungkin, ada bahagian yang ditokok tambah. umpama lagenda Hang Tuah. Banyak versinya. Mana satu yang nak dipercaya? Kita sebagai manusia yang berakal, tentukan dengan akal.

You just dont know what it feels like to be me, to be in my shoes, to face all the situations im in, all the mock i received, all the humiliations i got, all the hatred i have to swallow, all the harsh words i shall listen ...

These few days back, Ive been listening and knowing many bad news that people have been spreading about me.

Aku tak pernah berniat nak cari balah dengan sesiapa tapi sebagai ujian, aku dipandang sebagai seorang yang jahat di mata beberapa orang.

Selepas satu tuduhan, datang pula tuduhan lain. Bertubi-tubi. As a sensitive and negative-minded person, perhaps you wont know what I really feel right now. I'm trying so hard to live in the crowd where there are many haters, and they hate me.

If I've ever done bad things to you, confess then. Kalau tak mampu berkata secara depan, jangan pula guna jalan belakang. You may text me through my phone, DM me on Twitter, PM me on Facebook or maybe write a complain letter to me.

I know that you wont get this feeling I feel right now but I really wish you could understand it.

"Kasut" aku sekarang dan buruk. Nak tak nak, aku terpaksa pakai. Aku tak mampu nak beli kasut lain. Walaupun aku nak, tapi aku xdapat nak memenuhi kehendak sendiri. Perhaps your life is better than me now, with your clans and all, you are stronger than me. Its good for you. Tumpang bahagia. :-)

Tapi, kalau diberi peluang untuk cuba "kasut" aku, kau nak?